The Joy of Watching Two Little Ones Play Together

My heart was blinded

As I struggled to find the right words for this post, the echoing voice of Freddie Mercury filled my mind: 

My soul is painted like the wings of butterflies

Fairy tales of yesterday will grow but never die

 I can fly, my friends

The show must go on, yeah

But as I listened to James Blunt's "Goodbye My Lover," the singing faded away. It made me question if I have a lover whom I have let down or disappointed or if I simply need to bid farewell to a lover and friend. On a side note, today is James Blunt's 50th birthday.

 I may not understand the concept of love, but I do know that I am not envious or attached to anyone or anything. I observe a group of individuals who seek companionship in order to avoid boredom and loneliness, mistaking attachment for love. In reality, attachment often brings about fear, jealousy, and insecurity, creating a sense of dependence.

I personally do not enjoy relying on others because in my loneliness there is understanding and meaning. Despite facing challenges at work, I find comfort in coming home and escaping from my struggles. Here's how.  

I used to frequent a playground in my neighborhood or a park by myself, seeking solace in observing the world around me. I would listen to the chirping of birds and watch children frolicking and laughing together in the distance.

Luckily, I now have the privilege of being an uncle to two little ones who constantly remind me of my importance in their lives. Witnessing the pure joy and innocence on their faces as they play and imagine together fills my heart with warmth that is irreplaceable.

It is in these moments that I am reminded of the fleeting nature of childhood and the importance of cherishing every moment. When was the last time you stopped to observe and appreciate the simple joy of children playing and laughing? 

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 See, watching them run around, chase each other, and embark on make-believe adventures can fill us with a sense of pride and happiness as we witness the pure magic of childhood unfolding before our eyes. Their laughter is contagious, urging us to let go of any stress and simply bask in the beauty of their joy. 

These moments remind us to appreciate the gift of aging and the importance of living in the present and finding joy in the small things. I recommend that you take the time to join in their laughter and play, as there are no deadlines in their world, and your presence and happiness truly matter to them. 

When you take the time to join in on their laughter and play, you'll find yourself engaged in a dialogue with yourself. I always find myself immersed in self-reflection during these moments, realizing that I have neglected my own needs and desires for too long. I've been so focused on meeting everyone else's expectations that I've lost sight of my true self and what truly brings me joy.

I've come to understand that to live a happy and fulfilled life—I need to prioritize myself and listen to my own inner voice. Setting boundaries, practicing self-care, and pursuing my own dreams and passions are essential for my well-being. 

Through introspection, I uncovered a sense of empowerment and direction I didn't know I possessed. Recognizing my own potential to shape my life, I made the decision to take control.

I began putting myself first, tuning into my own desires, and chasing after my own joy. This shift in focus led me to a newfound confidence and satisfaction that had eluded me for too long.

Ultimately, this internal dialogue led me to a profound awakening, enabling me to fully embrace my authentic self and live a life true to who I am. I purposely kept today's post short because there is much to be learned from the small things. Share with me what insights you gathered from my last post. 

In conclusion, let me share a quote from Leaves-of-Moryas-Garden-I 

My Children, you are oblivious to the ongoing battle 

surrounding you. 

Both hidden and visible, dark forces wage war. 

Your spirit is like a dam, constantly attacked by the waters. 

But fear not, for your heart will open and be filled with wisdom. 

Trust that you will prevail,

O courageous heart!